This is me REALLY

03:28 pm - error!!!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Jessica
Birthday:	October 10,1990
Birthplace:	Detroit, Michigan
Current Location:	Roseville,Michigan
Eye Color:	Dark Brown
Hair Color:	Natural? Blonde. Died? Lite Brown
Height:	5'6" Or so?
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Heins 57
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Adidas classic
Your Weakness:	ing Emotions (cant help but to say how i feel)
Your Fears:	Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	Extra cheese and Peporoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Passing!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Fuck if i kno!!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Fuck you and go away...
Your Best Physical Feature:	i am not concieded but people say its my eyes
Your Bedtime:	When i pass outt...
Your Most Missed Memory:	having all my friends and we just doint give a fuck...
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi!??!?!?!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Group at times.. and single when im in that mood!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	err..
Do you Swear:	Fuck no!!
Do you Sing:	When i am in a sound proof room and no one is around to hear
Do you Shower Daily:	No im just grimmy like that (yes i do)
Have you Been in Love:	Yeah
Do you want to go to College:	Yeah
Do you want to get Married:	Maybe..not sure yett
Do you belive in yourself:	At times
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	At times
Are you a Health Freak:	Depends on where im at!!(if i was in a ghetto mall like the other dayy where i didnt touch anything then i guess you could say so)
Do you get along with your Parents:	Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	YESH
Do you play an Instrument:	Eh hem...one time at band camp?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yesh
In the past month have you Smoked:	err...
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	err..i dont know what to consider a date i have a bf so i dun kno...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	YESH
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yuck
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yesh...but onlii 2 ppl were watching..and it was at a park
In the past month have you been Dumped:	yesh for the first time
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no way it is too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	i didnt mean too..okay yeah i did!
Ever been Drunk:	not in the past month the last time was in florida in april and now it is may
Ever been called a Tease:	yesh
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	YEsh...many times
How do you want to Die:	Suffication
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Neuro scientist
What country would you most like to Visit:	europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	im not picky
Favourite Hair Color:	not picky
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	as tall or taller than me cause i am kinda tall
Weight:	MUSCLE'S and bigger than mee
Best Clothing Style:	err...clean and not sloppy
Number of Drugs I have taken:	too many to write about
Number of CDs I own:	too many to mention
Number of Piercings:	8
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	98798873546576978637546797316847
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Current Mood: Burr

Current Music: my cold finger on a loud keyboard

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11:31 am

i dont know what to write. there is too much to say yet no where to start and everytime i try everything comes out wrong and messed up so ill leave it at i need to stop trying so hard and stop telling people what they want to hear im not going to lie but i never tell the truth yeah i love you and i tell you i do but when you say it back it makes me want to hit you i dont know what to believe i dont know right from wrong this blood from my wrists is proof ive loved you all along i know you dont believe me i know you still love her so ill say good-bye and leave to cry sit in my room with this gun to my head, please leave my blood on the wall stare at and retrace just where you went wrong.

Current Mood: indescribable

10:47 am - doint know what to do

Grr i doint know what to do! everything is all down hill from here and i hate it! i need help! BADLY

11:33 pm - Partyyy.......in Florida

wooo! im in florida...... hanging with muh bitch its alotta fun...FUCKIN parents always fuck shit upp i swear but yeah its alot of fun in ft.lauderdale today we went to "the strip" and it was so packed it was awsome SHOPPING woo and yeah last night we went to Aruba clubb and danced our asses off then walked around in mini skirts looking like hookers so many guys walked up to us and are like "hey hey hey what you name?" ansn this guy walked up to us b4 we got in to the car and was like askin us ?'s and shit and we like blah blah blah and he wanted us to go with him but we didnt and as we were walking away hes like you wanna smoke some pot? AHHHHhahahaha it ws so great...yeah and today b4 we left i layed out in tha hot ass sun for like 20 minutes and in 10 of them i already had a dark as fuck tann i was like WHOA!!! any wayyyy ummmm yeah more sun to come so yeah PeaCe ouT!!!


Bwahhhhh.......UM bye

Jessica

i miss muh boiifriend...eh

Current Mood: Heh..kinda happy

12:09 pm - ARG!!! today im a pirate jkjkjk

okay yeah today um yeah its realyy fuckin early and all i can hear is rhonda stepdad bitchen like whoa he wont shut the fuck up and it pisses me off its like every little thing that rhonda does is wrong and that makes me MADD!!!! anyway oMg i am soooo stoked me and muh bitch are going to florida on tuesday its like WWWWWWWWOOOOOOO but i am sadd to cause i wont gett to see armin all spring break and yeah thats gayy but what ever it takes i guess?!!?!?!?!i miss him alot its been 3 days since ive seen him and yeah its kinda weird with out him i saw him one day and yeah but that doesnt count cause i only saw him for like 10 minutes and plus muh neices were their and when i went to the main door and saw him muh oldest neice Shyanne (4) squats down like shes about to pee and starts waving her arms and making fuckin wqeird ass noises and i was trying to be all serious when i was talking to armin but i couldnt help but to fucking laugh muh ass off it was so funny!!!! Yeah she went up to armin and gave him a big hug and he asked her if she missed him and she said "YEAHHHH"..and i dont know me and muh bitch are bout to go to tha mall so yeah peaCe outta dis bitch!!!



"whatr the hell is beeping?" "your brain!"
she just fell!

Current Mood: insane

01:14 am - wow so much shit

Me and my BF have been going out for almost 6 months or atleast it will be on april 2 and im not going to be here because i am going to florida which really sucks...but these past 2 months have been HELL i swear i have been so depressed all me and him do is fight and i hate it i just couldnt take it anymore so me and him are on a "BREAK" which is kinda gay but its only for a little while from yesterday/today until me and muh bitch get back from florida which should be the 6th and for me to be away from him for that long is insane! i havent seen him in 2 days and i have a shitload more to go i feel like im going to explode...people dont understand why i am with him but i dont really care people dont get it because alot of the reason we always fight is because of all his lies and like last month i guess he wanted to break up with me and gett back with his ex who wanted nothing to do with him and i found out about it and he wasnt to pleased and he applogized and whatever but sometimes sorry just dosent cut it and some of the shitt he says is just like omg and then he gott madd at me the other day and told me all the shit about me that annoys him and i was like okay and you dont do shit that annoys me ha thats great but even when he does annoy me i dont say anything because thats just how i am but latley i have been like will you just fuckin stop youre pissen me off! but yeahh imma go and sleep with muh bitch lol...not like you nasty perverts are thinken lol kk peace

Current Mood: eh a little lonely